I’m shocked that deep down Lola isn’t as bad as I thought she is. Yes, she is attention seeking but she seems to understand that people are dying. And that the common people need her, so the fact that she is willing to travel (even if it’s for praise) is quite surprising.
Yeah, I saw that too. Plus, she’s a product of her parents and others spoiling her rotten. You can give a child love and toys and everything, while not spoiling them and making sure they don’t take things for granted. My take is that they spoiled her and when she acted out, they didn’t correct her, but sated her with presents, which essentially rewarded her for acting bad.
Some people say it was ruined by the rape but I think we should look at the expressions after. Like I honestly felt that hurt when uke had that expression. Like, he wanted to believe that they were all not the same kind of poop only to be treated like poop again. But at least one of the seme feels bad and is genuinely considering what he just did. Like I’m not excusing their behavior but it seems that they are so use to it and feeling zero remorse when they do. Like the white hair seme who didn’t even feel bad but at least black hair seme kind of understood what he just did was a bad thing. I hope white hair seme also realizes soon and falls for uke genuinely as well.
It’s very frustrating to read about how their two best friend are wanting them to choose a gender. Shouldn’t they love them no matter what gender? Honestly I can’t tell if they love the person or just love them because they seem girly or manly. Gender shouldn’t be the thing the main character is worried about, it should be about which person they want to be with. And if they don’t like either than that’s just what it is then.
From what I can tell the guy best friend it's going to like them for who they are doesn't really care if they become a boy or a girl but the girl best friend seems like she will like them if they become a boy but if they become a girl her feelings are going to go away apparently that's what I can observe because we heard the guy best friend say that he wouldn't care if they became a girl or boy he just wanted them to choose a gender so that he would not die cuz we can tell right now that apparently genderless people in the society. After a certain point of becoming genderless. so I'm honestly rooting for the guy best friend because he seems like he likes them for them and not waiting for them to become a guy or a girl but she does want them to choose a gender so that they don't die.











Omg the way he’s calling him his husband is too frickin hot.
in the novel anri starts calling him his husband since the night of the circus and even says something like “a wife’s duty is to receive all of her husbands cum” basically telling jorga to do whatever he wants
Omg, Anri really is the best.