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not trying to defend yohan but y’all this is the tip of the iceberg. and yeah if it wasn’t obvious already he’s lying about wanting to make up bc of his dad. he’s been in love with jun literally since he first saw him he’s just crashing out bc he feels desperate for juns affection and he wants some sort of sign that it’s al least somewhat mutual and that jun wants him just as desperately as he wants jun. he wants proof that jun actually likes him and isn’t just using him for a good social position in school. the fact that jun isn’t begging to be by his side again and is actually able to make new friends (jaehyun) and survive on his own is scary to yohan. he doesn’t feel like jun actually likes him and now he feels like he isn’t needed either so he’s losing it. (minor spoilers) it’s revealed later that affection is something that has to be “earned” in yohans home and yohans dad always makes his kids feel like he prefers their other siblings so they remain desperate for his approval which is why yohan is so desperate for affection and to feel like he’s the most important person to jun. again not trying to defend him i just think he’s a really interesting character

i think there’s a missing chapter. from the raws i remember there being a whole chapter of anri manipulating the whole court