There's this bl I read years ago that I'm looking for days. Forgot the title and only remember some parts of it. Uke is an actor and he wanted to apologize to this person (I think he is a clothes designer something) but the seme stop him from approaching this person because he thought he might do smt bad again like last time, the seme is also a friend to this person. The seme is a tv host crossdresser then they talk and told the seme that he just want to apologize to his friend.
I haven't started reading this yet but I read the last chap 41 to just wanna spoil myself a bit and after reading the comments, it hook my damn curiousity like i just cannot wait for the next chap so i just gotta look into the spoilers u now ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭
and I REGRET IT BROO like fr the freaking TIMING because the next chapter will probably traumatize me soooo i'll probably marinate this for a while before I binge this(/TДT)/