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It breaks my heart because she ends up not being together with her previous fiancé , as I think he ends up remaining single because she was the love of his life. He was poisoned by trashta 2.0 with her musty white hair with a love drug that made him fall under her spell which is why the FL was treated so roughly in her previous life because trashcan was power hungry. It kinda hurts to know haha...(〜 ̄△ ̄)〜
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I hate how I still don’t blame him. He wasn’t himself he was literally drugged/brainwashed. All the things ‘he’ did to the fl in her past life, it wasn’t even him. Think of him as a puppet being controlled. Yes I understand that the crap she went through was done by “him” but still he doesn’t deserve to be blamed. It’s the same as how the fl was tricked by Angela and how Jayna hurt her close friends for the sake of Angela but we don’t see anyone blaming Jayna :/ idk I feel super bad for the fiancé and I would really want him to end up with Angela;; I MEAN JUST LOOK AT HIM WITHOUT BEING DRUGGED HE CHERISHES THE FL SO MUCH
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I don't think they are necessarily blaming him for his actions, just that it'd be real hard to get back with someone who, admint unintentionally, abused and mentally scarred you. You can see how she's very much stuck in that mindset even after seeing him reject Angela, i think that's her name, many times and on many different occasions. She's got a lifetime on her side of lack of love and affection from him and now she's kinda stuck that way.
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My heart absolutely sunk when I stumbled across this. I've read the spoilers, braced myself to dive in after finishing the 5 chapters that are here. Read the novel and balled my eyes out countless times over and over, this has been a roller coaster. I really wish the translation for the novel was being updated but the status is unknown for now. But my dear god, I wish I could just kill. Like she doesn't deserve all of this pain, this is a really well written piece by a first class sadistic author, and they did not disappoint in stirring up my heart making me want to riot and storm.
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Spoiler! Proceed with caution.
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While traveling through endless loops in time, she gets basically ptsd and thinks the root of why she dies everytime is her failure to protect her sister. She suffers a lot but in the end all she wants was her parents love. It's a bit messy but, in the end she does have someone by her side. If you want I could spoil the whole thing with her ending :) But its really a twisted story hahah leaves you with that large hit of angst.
But she does discover her mother loved her in a sense, but never got the chance to express it as she was portraying hate on her little sister by drugging and poisoning her to keep her in the estate and away from society. But I 100% encourage you to read to novel.
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Wait are people really complaining about the translation ( ̄へ ̄)It really isn't that bad if you've been reading manga and manhwas in general for a long time or at least you can fix grammatical errors easily. Like as long as you have the baseline translation even if it's really missing structure it isn't something to complain about (●'◡'●)ノ Rather just be grateful there's a translation that's pretty up to date
Chat what the fuck is this I saw a TikTok and thought she was bad.. and then saw the age gap
In chapter 7 it is explained that he is 18 and she is 21 now and that she is not directly his teacher but a student doing an internship there but yeah she still kindaaaa is the teacher in some way but yeah I think it is not neccessary to badmouth her or this manhwa bc of the age or dynamic