Chuuya's Questions (33)

I haven’t read it yet but I’m hoping it’ll be good “Crescent moon and doughnuts”, or doughnuts under a crescent moon.
I’ve also seen another one called she loves to cook and I love to eat, which I haven’t read either… lol but I don’t think the second ones on here sorry don’t know many still trying to find good ones myself lol

I mean “she loves to cook and SHE loves to eat” my bad

Thank you so much I’ll definitely read it (≧∀≦)

Maybe try these cuz they're my favs:

https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/let_me_give_love_to_you_i_will_give_a_flower_to_you/

https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/composing_spring_in_this_room_where_cherry_blossoms_bloom/

https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/4_30am_at_the_coin_laundromat/

https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/lass_2/

https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/tsukuritai_onna_to_tabetai_onna/

omg tysssmmm I’ve been wanting to read the last one for a while now

Yw! Happy reading

https://www.mangago.me/home/mangalist/2492469/

https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/monochrome_rumor/

I really like this one,its just really slowburn..

I'm NOT a r*pe apologist, Yall can give this one star, the seme is a manipulative r*pist, yall have A LOT of reasons to hate this, but ngl, I like plaything and I'm waiting for the updates: https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/plaything/

For me, you can like/read toxic things without justifying them with 5 long essays, as long as you're conscious that they're harmful. >///<

Bj alex
Potn
Lial
Sign
Yours ro claim
Jinx

Its a long list tbh

Love is an illusion

I understand the rest but SIGNN????

basically anything with a love triangle, I just can't stand it. like yours to claim & wet sand (it's a different story if the ml & 2ml is clear tho).

Painter of the night aside from the art being cute it has absolutely nothing good imo also love is an illusion not even cute art just very bland and annoying for me

There was a scene where the uke was drunk and the seme f-d him while borderline passed out so, dub con. Like i expect it if I'm reading smth psychological or smth but everyone was saying it was cute n shit and green flag this bla blah but that happens

REAL ESPECIALLY LOVE OR HATE

That’s called a preference

yeah, but the point is everyone seems to love & invest in the manhwa I mentioned but I dont

Here U Are, IT WAS SO DAMN LONG AND ANNOYING. And i was mad asf when i finished because i ain’t realized it was a shouen ai

I think I'm dyslecksic becuse I thot the quoustion was "evronye hates but you luve"

You gotta go… here u are is the best of the best and nothing can top that

LMAOO omg no, because i hate slow burns, and that was too damn slow of a burn

Bestie i have a list u might like

GIVE ME THE LINK

https://www.mangago.me/home/mangalist/2602002/

her shimcheong

https://www.mangago.me/home/mangalist/956152/

You have a new followerrrrr

It’s not Christmas for me yet RAHH AMERICA

RAHHH

Mine Still trying to update it more!

https://www.mangago.me/home/mangalist/1582601/

My fav straight couples are here

https://www.mangago.me/home/mangalist/1583350/

To Take An Enemy’s Heart

Here you go: https://www.mangago.me/home/mangalist/1149533/

1. Who can define popularity
2. The beast must die (psychological, topics of rape)
3. Haruka tookie le
4. A shoulder to cry on (self-blame and stuff, dark topics)
5. Hell & High water

even haruka tookie le contains topics about rape and traumas

Global examination, except they're more similar in the novel since the manhwa is still far behind

higurashi when they cry
umineko when they cry

bc its far from reality and essentially an escape from reality

I don't know fucked up stories are like a medicine to m especially for my mental health I sleep best when i read fucked up stories. Cuz it shows me that my reality is not so bad as much as those fucked up stories are so it makes my heart at ease. -- not sure I have made myself clear..

oh it's so rare to find someone who isn't here to yell at us but try and understand... thank you, I really appreciate you taking the time!

It's different for everyone of course, but personally.... I'm a sadist lol.
Honestly, seeing a bottom being emotionally hurt by a fucked up top is weirdly joyous to me, especially when the story canonically acknowledges that his behaviour is fucked up. Its why I usually hate a redemption arc, the story is trying to say "being a rapist is okay because he had a rough childhood" lol, I'm here to see the bottom cry, not to be told that I should forgive the unforgivable because some rich guy was bullied when he was a kid!!
Plus, in fiction, it's fun to read about a top who's so obsessed that he'll go to insane and unethical lengths to get with the bottom.

This is a good question! Long answer incoming. For me there’s a couple of reasons. First, I find it appealing the same way a horror movie is appealing. Horror movies are exciting because you’re feeling a diluted version of the main characters’ fear and that can be exciting and gratifying because at the end of the day you turn the movie off and go about your life with this sort of palatable experience under your belt. I’ve found that stories about things that scare or disturb us has been part of human nature from the beginning—cavemen told campfire stories—because sometimes we sort of seek excitement/feeling danger in a safe way.

I really enjoy Sadistic Beauty, for example, despite the fact that the main woman goes some really awful things to men that aren’t okay in the real world. But, as someone who’s been in situations where men have been violent to me, there’s a sort of revenge fantasy that lets me regain the power I felt that I lost in those moments, because she enacts acts of cruelty on them and the tables are turned. And because it’s fiction, no one gets hurt, and I can indulge in that safely. Same goes with eroticized rape in some stories—for example, in the real world I might have a lot of responsibilities and need to be in control a lot, there’s an element of fantasy that I physically *cannot* be in control. Do I think it’s ok in real life? Of course not. But while reading these, unlike the MC, I have complete control and consent—if I get uncomfortable I can close the manga.

Hope this answers your question a bit :)

schadenfreude (for me atleast)

istg i'm not like this irl. it's like- when you imagine someone you hate getting trampled on but ofc you can't do that irl bcs of obvious reason. So it's like a vent for me (idk if i explained it clearly but it's something around that)

Fucked up story... First of all I wanna say we all perceive how fucked up a story is differently and we all have different tolerance level to some stuff

I love reading romance mangas/etc so its just mainly fucked up romance books but now to the actual question: it's fascinating I guess?

I like fucked up stories with interesting premises - for me - (this the key factor here!!) & I'll continue to read if the characters are interesting or have some sort of chemistry even if it's toxic - there is a fine line between love and hate & trash goes well with trash afterall etc. + if the plot is intriguing enough then it will keep me hooked, I do not like torture stories where just one gets treated like a "doormat" or is a "goody two shoes" or if it just gets too dark with no light in sight - I have my own limits

(I love Checkmate / Caste Heaven for example, I'm still "invested" in Waterside Night / Jinx, I dropped Painter of the Night / Killing Stalking & many more but i forgot their names lol)

I could probably go on and on but that's the gist of it

I like different and interesting stories. Sometimes they just happen to have fucked up plots ╮(￣▽￣)╭

i read the replies,most have same ways of thinking as mine. simple, never mixed reality n fantasy. i can read books where victim got raped n fall in luv with the rapist, bc it just fantasy,the story was created by the author, it's NOT REAL(if it really happened irl,ofc i hate it). i can read any kind of books as long as it interesting n i like it.

For me, I simply enjoy feeling and experiencing a range of emotions. I find it captivating to immerse myself in stories that evoke strong emotional responses. It's a way for me to connect deeply with the characters and the narrative. Additionally, I believe that art is meant to evoke emotions and make us feel something

I'm not entirely certain, but it's possible that I find myself drawn to toxic stories because they remind me of a person who had both hurt me and shown kindness ╥﹏╥

You asked a good question, Chuuya. I'm enjoying reading everyone's answers