You guyss, i completely lost the plot now. what i understand so far till the latest chapter, seunghyun met yuta early in the story, they had to seperate. S was supposed to meet Y again but they didnt. Yuta stuck in a messed up syndicate/has an illness. Question is... Why id yuta portrayed to be hate seunghyun? Or does he actually not hate him.
Because s didn't come look for yuta after they got seperated in an accident and cz of that he had to go thru a lot of bs? That's what I understand
I think what the author is trying to portray is Yuta’s conflicting emotions regarding Seunghyun. Seunghyun treated him well. Basically adored him. but he also belonged to and profited from the yakuza syndicate that owned and exploited Yuta’s body. He genuinely trusted Seunghyun but was kind of betrayed when Seunghyun never came back for him. I assume he has genuine feeling feelings for Seunghyun that walk the fine line between love and hate and he doesn’t really know how to reckon with that other than by lashing out at Seunghyun and engaging in self-destructive behavior. The fact that he was taken in by the Kujo clan and placed in a precarious position within the clan doesn’t help. And if you account for his neurological condition, that may also contribute to his psychological state. Basically they both are very conflicted about their feelings for each other. But ch.45 is when Seunghyun is finally blatant and overt about his feeling. Yuta is apprehensive but I’m uncertain of the reason. He doesn’t have much to lose right now considering the fact he has basically accepted death and isn’t actively seeking to leave. Like what’s the worse that could happen if he accepts Seunghyun yk?
Wow, thank you so much for this!! I think i have a netter understanding now. Man.. i just wish them happiness 1000X
Are these 2 chapters missing? I searched in different platform but its also missing
theyre not missing, the numbering is just wrong here. What is labelled as ch70 is actually ch 68
Thanks!
Omg can someone help me confirm, is it just me or jinwoo eyebrows switch between black and brown every few chapters or is there 2 characters?? Im so confused
Is it a happy ending before i strat reading?
Yes
It'll be a wild rapey ride before your get to any happiness within this story.
Yeah...Watch out for the above and some other triggering content.
I went from hating the spoiler trigger warnings to being thankful they existed.
Cute end though, frustrating journey, however.
Im only at chp 7 but this hasmy beloved mo dao zu shi vibes. I love love love this cultivation storyline. I feel like crying already
Im at chapter 79, and people saying MC ends up with shinjae(commander). Still have some chapters left to read but i just gotta get this out there. I dont feel like MC and shinjae have much moments with each other to end up falling for each other...
Can anyone point out any chapters which is significant reason for MC to fall in love with him? Good visual but the clean freak guy or the kitty cat guy seems to have more genuine care note just possessiveness especially in the early chapters
So they based on the cover photo, do all end up tgt, 3P?
tgt
yes but there’s a LOT of bs on the way there
All things aside, omg Jinhui face and hair is absolute perfection. It creates such a beautiful picture, jinhui looks pretty yet so masculine at the same time. I didnt know my ideal type seme visual until i saw him. I gotta say his visual is on par with yoon seungho from POTN. Yumm
I always come back to reread this cause i love the chasing arc. Anyone have any good yaoi reccs like this? Seme take advantage of uke, uke gets sick of it and then comes the chasing arc where seme regrets and go after the uke.
Is this completed and is it worth reading?
Yes it's completed and it's really worth it. You might get a little confused at the beginning but please stick with it!! I didn't read the other story "still, I like it" since a lot said it's not worth it and I understood this one just fine without it. Anyway give it a shot bc it's one of the few alpha x alpha, and they're both just so classy and mature amazing art too!