so! ilic had a dream last night, but earlier that morning he learnt about sayan's actual will which is separate from all the ones he wrote when he was sick (burying ilic together with him, etc). then, he had the dream that he only found out about the will after sayan died. the dream is probably a mix of ilic's fear of losing sayan, his shock and feeling of betrayal that sayan would let him go (or not want him anymore) and his loneliness without sayan. before, he knows that sayan is obsessed with him and possessive of him and he perceives that as a snake, but knowing the will is like knowing a part of sayan he never knew before. sayan's obsession becomes love which is not based on delusion and control, so he is no longer represented as a snake and the dream appears very real. ilic is coming to terms with their feelings for each other esp sayan's feelings for him, and that is why he wanted to avoid sayan for a while. but still, he couldnt help but see sayan in sasha because of their physical resemblance and also because sayan has an unexpectedly pure side hidden in him but clearly seen in sasha. (while ilic sees sayan in sasha, sayan sees ilic in her - i believe the part where she cries reminds him of a younger ilic, sasha is like their love child! i think so anyway)
is too interesting and hot to not have his own story. i'm honestly puzzled how he is not the ml here. maybe the 3 of them will be split and he can have his own side story but i'm not optimistic given everything so far. sigh.
i hope tak suffers i want to see him cry... i wanted to drop this but their designs look too good tgt, i think i will side w sanho, if he likes tak, fine if he moves on, also fine (tak's still better than kim dan's top tho)
shit to fap to when ur horny lmao
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- plot? non existent.
- most are noncon, or just really weird. read at ur own risk.
- mix of yaoi, yuri, and straight smut
- no ppatta here!