This story made me weep and left me speechless because of how realistic it is, especially as someone living the so called corporate slave life. That feeling of not really having a life to live and being stuck in an endless pit hit me so hard. I am tired of saying ‘somehow I’ll get by’ when deep down I am just exhausted and hopeless. I cried when Matousan said the ML was his light and the reason he keeps going. They found their purpose which is to be loved by one another. I could really feel the sincerity of their love and how deeply they understand each other. This is such a great story.
When Youji said “You can let go, I’ll take over now” to Sawa, it made me tear up because I could feel all the pain Sawa had been bottling up inside. He hid his trauma, regrets, and even his burned hands, when in reality he just wanted someone to see him in his raw and vulnerable state. He was never pretending to be strong, he was simply afraid of being truly seen. When Youji told him that he did not need to force himself and should not feel guilty, it showed that he was not trying to change him but to accept him as he was. All Youji wanted was for Sawa to remember that he was not alone and that he was loved completely, even in his pain.
This is a really good manga.










I’ve read chapters 86 and 87 and honestly, everything was worth the wait. I had tears in my eyes, not just because it was intense, but because it felt so real. You could really feel their emotions, the excitement, the love, and how much they care about each other. They are really meant for each other