YES I'VE NEVER BEEN SO FED !!!!! this is truly an era of older big titty beefy bottoms and their smaller (but BIG DIIIICK department) tops. i've never been so glad to be alive so i can witness all of the big bottoms i'll gladly partake in the greed that they talk abt in the bible if i get to see more of ts.
absolutely BEAUTIFUL SCRUMPTIOUS ART !!!!! one of the best when it comes to visuals in manhwas overall aaaaaa FL still so pretty even while eerily driving everyone insane. ♡
it's interesting how this story is narrated and we see how MC falls into the "unreliable narrator" category. she's deliberately making us think that's who she really is (an ordinary person possessing a villainess's body); it's obvious that there's more to her than that but she isn't self-aware of that yet + the fact that she's always referred to being akin to a god.
additionally, i especially love how it switches to everyone else's POV just to describe her and we get blessed with eldritch-level, psychological horror but really she's just laidback and an expert in coercing her deadbeat dad LMFAOOOO
i take back what i said in my previous comment about not dropping. i reread it to form a better opinion and i really love the artstyle, the mpreg, the hot fwop fwop scenes — but the ML is still giving egotistical asshole with no respect for boundaries and the MC is a manipulated coerced pushover + F YOU DOCTOR, THIS IS YOUR FAULT YOU MISOGYNISTIC ASSH4T. i'm so disappointed bcs i love "willow love story" by the same artist/author, so it's saddening to see them contribute to the 'insufferable ML' slop.
i'm taking people's advice regarding "don't like it, don't read it" so i'm dropping this as soon as possible. pls take my comment with a grain of salt and if you enjoy reading this then that's perfectly okay!
why is no one talking about the ABSOLUTE JUMPSCARE OF AN OLD DUDE the first few panels had like, it's not like i haven't seen... those types of characters before. that one was just way too detailed, eugh. reminds me of those pornhwas and oneshots with the 'ugly bastard' tag.
also, the ML looks anemic and the supposed (and only) POC omega is pasty gray??? now, i'm not a color theory expert, but that sure as hell isn't a cool-toned undertone for deep/tan skin. some of these artists and authors got me f'ed up. ㅠㅠ









the story's nice—good even—but i don't like how poorly executed amber's trauma is, his tendency for sh, and his feelings for ten are. i love the artstyle, don't get me wrong, but the story feels like it's dragging on rather than progressing instead. :')
at first, i was impressed at the representation of mental health—esp amber's trauma from abuse—but seeing his trauma become an excuse/a justification for turning sh into some shallow kink or something to get off of is truly disgusting to me since he's been doing that since he was a kid, i'm sorry. i've been clean for a decade now and seeing any rep of mental health get degraded into fetishization feels so wrong to me. ㅠㅠ
additionally, the amnesia arc feels forced. again, another example of poor execution and the author's lack of need to truly end this in an amazing way (if it were just executed right aaaughhhh)!
P.S. i also have a feeling that the themes in here (the abuse → sh → getting off on it, the softcore grooming from amnesia arc, the prosopagnosia, etc.) are just fetish content that the author chose to include but justifies it by the trauma they both have from their pasts...
I agree wholeheartedly with you. Despite I enjoy the story, I won't deny that they're using sh and abuse at first as a plot and I think they wanted to be progressive abt it, but they made it fetishizing instead of it being impactful. It leaves such a bad taste, ngl. That's why I decided to choose to not take this story anymore. The story had a potential but since author couldn't contain their obvious kinks, I'm prob gonna have to deduct points from my review once this is done