So i forgot to write something in my last spoiler on this so, this is it...
Glasses and black haired dude DO end up together but their relationship starts with the black haired dude finding glasses dude’s wig and dress he uses to trick and take advantage of blonde dude. So black hair dude blackmails glasses dude and they have a sexual relationship until they realize their feelings. Anyway, i just wanted to write it bc ik some ppl are really not into these toxic blackmailing, sex friends sorta things. So, this a trigger warning, if u dont like reading about these unhealthy type relationships. Anyway yea.
Everyone talking about how toxic and shitty the relationship is but i think somethings wrong with me bc i love reading about toxic relationships. Especially those with fuckbuddies/ sex friends or no strings attatched relationship. And the two ppl in those type of relationships end up together even when one of them is shit and they hurt each other somehow. Like idk, i like that, especially when they finally get together and the jealousy.
Oooh, yeaaa, ur right fr. It mainly bc of the possessiveness i like reading stuff like that, i want a relationship in which the person im dating is really into me, ofc not in a toxic way, not trying to normalize or romanticize toxic relationships. But i want the person im dating to love me wholeheartedly and never cheat ( this is a big one for me) , not be obsessive ofc but i am really insecure so if a person is really into me bc of me ofc i will be happy. Its just translated in my reading to bit of an extreme. Ofc, physically and mentally abusive relationships r never ok. The things i read r never something i would want to happen in real life, that why i only read fiction about it. I also hate reading about girls, they r all so fake and over sexualized ( not that some yaoi is not like that) and being one i cant get over. So i read bl because it is the next best thing.
unpopular opinion but I sorta like it when the main lead end up with the more asshole guy. I just feel the ml and the assholes usually have more chemistry. while the good guy is great and all but there is like no chemistry and its all just sweet word and complements. that get boring fast. but I am a bit twisted and am into really unhealthy relationships, so my opinion is biased towards unhealthy relationships. anyway yea
wish I remember but its been soo long that I forgot. I love this tho. I just don't feel like rereading it all.