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broke the 4th wall

Kiyan should have tried flirting with Yesing earlier, he would definitely succeed if he timed it perfectly. Yesing actually has a soft spot for him and is very open towards him. If Kiyan developed their relationship more and confessed when Raman was still fucking thousands other people, then it would go great. Cherry on top would be to set up Raman with someone obsessive that would harass Yesing.

No cuz kiyan was a minor and yesing would've never saw him in that light because of that very reason alone, he's soft for him because he considers him as a younger brother, and he treats Lou almost as similarly but just more gentle. Idk why you want yesing to be harassed lol but I do hope to see more jealous Raman from now on, yesing has suffered enough

I agree.. I wish Kiyan was an adult sooner and author had given him a real chance. I understand Shahid's background and traumas etc. but something about him just makes me uncomfortable.. especially the way he acts in bed! he's supposed to be in love with Yesing.. but doesn't even care to pay attention to his physical condition, or be tender. I find it icky how banged up Yesing's body is yet Shahid just wants to keep fcking... like my guy can't even feel his legs anymore give it a rest!

Shahid is a sex addict imp, and I think it highly has to do with the fact that in order to cope with his traumas he first sought out drugs and pleasure and that got wayy out of hand. And after kinard slapping some sense into him after him assaulting yesing while on drugs I think he stopped taking it? Not sure but instead he sought out sex, you can't move past addiction so you have to get addicted to smth else which in this case is sex.

Not excusing his behavior but I think that's my personal explanation for this situation , and it also just doesn't help how Shahid has never had a proper romantic relationship with anyone before, much else someone younger like yesing who isn't used to his pace. He needs to adjust that if he wants to continue a romantic relationship with yesing bc like you said atp it's only going to be him lusting like crazy over yesing which on it's own it's all that healthy

You don’t know how addictions work, you do not in fact need to move to something else. It does not help, just makes it more difficult. Why would you get yourself an another addiction when the previous one is with you for the rest of your life. New addiction will not make you stop craving the first one. The easiest way to quit is to not do it and resist with your will. It is really hard but it gets easier with time. The most difficult part is that you will still get cravings for the rest of your life, especially when you used addiction as a coping mechanism. Each time something bad happens to you, you will get the urge. That is way so many people relapse.

Oh he would, besides he is literally months away from becoming an adult. He wanted to get together with Yesing but waited too long. The fact remains that Yesing overall is soft hearted, its not just because Kiyan is younger, this is his personality. That’s the reason why everybody likes him. Nobody wants Yesing to be harassed. The one who harassed Yesing was Raman. Also I don’t think he gets jealous, later he gets slightly annoyed at certain situations but it’s very slight. Raman is used to sleeping around with many people, so I don’t think he pays attention to those kinds of things