I mean like really really sad stuff, I don't mind the genre or whether its BL or not, I just want really toxic relationships or something where you really feel for the lead like even when they're being treated wrong they still remain because they can't do anything but love the other person. A good example of something that I like would be into the rose garden's first season though its not nearly as angsty now.
Thanks!
maybe any of these ones (some are psychological based):
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/even_if_you_don_t_love_me/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/10_years_where_i_loved_you_the_most/
(not really from ML but uke gets treated like shit by alot of other people) https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/stigma_marloong/
(again not really from ML but others) https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/a_married_man/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/down_and_dirty/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/profundis/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/cocoon_of_the_heart/
(This ones not very long but kinda messed up) https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/the_cell/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/red_mansion/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/formless/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/the_world_without_you/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/non_zero_sum/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/paper_flower/
The one story I almost couldn't get through: http://itou_san_kuraka_sui
the author really did their research into thailand i feel so homesick T.T
Is Thailand accepting of queer people?
Yes i would say its more common to be openly queer in thailand but theres homophobic people everywhere and some people who are just weird about it like you know when random people say they only come to thailand for the ladyboys or something like that
Thailand is definitely better than other countries though in that regard where people aren't openly homophobic cause other poeple actually stop them at least for the people I know