Sorry, guys! During system maintenance, some functions like comment are unavailable.
ximilulu created a topic of Antidote (Harusari)

i’ve never been so repulsed by a character written like Lister. i don’t even know how to start describing his character except for the fact that he is disgusting and abominable, everything he does makes me want to fucking vomit. every panel that he’s on makes me want to kms. genuinely the sight of him brings me so much anger it’s actually terrifying how much i hate him. i feel terrible for Sylhan, i truly sense only a fraction of what he feels whenever Lister fucking shows up. he better fucking be skinned, castrated, hung on the city walls with his dick impaled on a rod.
thanks.

ximilulu followed a list

All these mangas have situations where seme acts too 
arrogantly, cruel, nasty or misunderstands uke and this leads 
to their ukes leaving,rejecting or hating them. These are yaoi that 
revolves around semes who realises they were 
ASSHOLES, they deal with the CONSEQUENCES…
….
and their 
rEGRET!
#Satisfying stories only

Regret Masterlist Part 2: https://www.mangago.me/home/mangalist/2778544/

20 08,2025
ximilulu followed a list
ximilulu followed a list

for the horny girls who like to imagine themselves having sex in the olden days

13 07,2025
ximilulu followed a list

Welcome To Heartbreak 

When one of them has feelings but the other one 
  doesn’t yet and they go thru that process. 
orrr anytime one of them fucks up and hurts the others
  feelings. 
Overall, we luv a crawling regretful seme/uke :) 

i love that feeling of hurt and heart clenching pain 
misunderstandings and angst 

The regret just feels so GOOD 
 
*my comments most likely have spoilers… read cautiously 

sometimes i’ll add a song that i feel fits the story 

rec plz 

Tags: regret angst
17 05,2025

please let us keep the older nobu i’m such a sucker for eye wrinkles

ximilulu created a topic of Be By My Side

it’s been awhile since i’ve seen an art style that suited my tastes. it’s so yummy i eat every panel of the FL nomnom

one of the few times the artstyle is prettier than the promo art imo

ximilulu answered question about question
have sex with hot bottoms, i want to see how it feels
ximilulu followed a list
ximilulu answered question about cosplay
i cannot accept anything more than ONE love interest because i absolutely hate messy relationships. i hate when the main character acts oblivious or doesn’t do anything to show/prove that they only like the main lead. i also hate annoying, persistent second leads, third, etc because they don’t get the hint and unrealistically try to ruin the ma......
ximilulu answered question about question
mr beast should run for president
ximilulu answered question about love for the booty
i like the fake lovers to lovers trope, but also a basic one like enemies to lovers, EXCEPT i’m picky and dislike most enemies to lovers plots (based on if it’s reasonable). but i actually hate the childhood best friends to lovers trope. i cannot understand the ones where one of them or both start liking each other suddenly or after one inciden......
ximilulu answered question about your opinions
i think it’s a phase that you’re having. i used to read only straight books, then read only bl, then had a mix of bl and gl, and then now i read all of them. you’re probably gonna get over it soon, maybe within half a year. it’s weird to strictly read mlm WHILE having a strong reaction against hetero stuff. i have heard of gay men feeling ......
ximilulu answered question about question
one of the biggest triggers is clearly the environment you’re in. it’s great that you’re transferring, and i understand that you’re worrying about telling your friends. this may not be the answer you wish for, but i wholeheartedly believe that you should tell your friends the truth that you are transferring because of the toxic environment......
ximilulu like the answer
Well for one that is how a librarian works, or at least was supposed to back in the day. Two, ever heard of a prologue? Romeo and Juliet literally starts by telling you how the play ends. Some people don't like investing time into reading a 100 chapter long manhwa only for it to have a piss ending that they don't expect.
ximilulu answered question about question
i believe that the world is inherently meaningless, but we as humans always try to find meaning. it’s ironic. i think that what we should do is not “find” meaning, rather we should “create” meaning. “find” implies that there’s an objective meaning, while “create” suggests creativity and freedom. “meaning of life” is a vague ......
ximilulu followed question about question

despite it being an insanely broad question, i find myself in the need of soul searching. i just lay in my bed and scroll endlessly on every app i frequently use, and honestly it’s so mind numbing to the point where im so bored of life. i’m not special or anything and i don’t think there is any meaning to life, what do u think?

04 06,2024
ximilulu like the answer
i know this is bait but i just want to vent for a moment. i don't really care about the raceswap thing. but i really wish adaptation makers would be more faithful to the source material. if the character was described as blonde then find a blonde actor, if the character was described with brown skin then find someone with brown skin, if the charact......