It's just so sad that the person he thought was the only one that gives him happiness and comfort is a manipulative asshole. Personally I dont get how someone can make one person the center of their world, however, given his circumstance where he has no one to rely on, I can't blame him for that.
Also the part where he is finding happy memories in his mind during this hard moments and being unable to remember it is so real







It just came across me that he never smiled even if he said he is happy. But ye I guess he is trying to understand what being happy actually was making ng him cry and it's making me cry too HDJDBDJ
Whoaa I would've never caught that