Melon's Questions (6)

I’m looking for a story to completely destroy my mood.

Something that after finishing you’ve got the feeling of laying in a dark room in a complete, ‘Everything is pointless,’ state of never moving kinda thing.

I’m pretty chill with everything, the more soul crushingly dark and existentially dreadful the better. (づ￣ ³￣)づ

Some stories that had the same vibe we’re:
‘Interview with a Murderer’
‘Banana Fish’
‘Caste Heaven’
‘Antique Bakery’
‘Blood Bank’

But I don’t really want to reread anything so, anyone got an evil messed up story out there? (⌒▽⌒)

Honestly. . . I’ve no hope that I’ll ever be able to find these three BL/Yaoi mangas/mahnwas, but figured I’d see if maybe. Just maybe. There’s a chance one of you guys might recognise it.

First one lost: The penguin sex scene

I just remember this one scene. It’s a college story, a hyperactive happy go-lucky Uke and a tsundere Seme with long hair tied in a ponytail. They start dating, Uke is nervous because Seme hasn’t you know. . Jumped him. . They eventually talk it out and Seme just doesn’t have a high sex drive- But wait, Uke forgot he wanted to watch this one penguin documentary! He puts it on, the penguins frick, and somehow it gets the Seme excited.

Second one lost: A single quote

This one was more generic, I’m pretty sure it was a childhood friends/neighbours set up. One of them was being abused by his dad but only when the guy got drunk, and it wasn’t hardcore physical abuse, but it wasn’t great either. He still took care of his dad since their mom either died or left, anyways, there’s this one scene where it’s in his perspective (the main story bit isn’t in his perspective), he’s walking down the road and he just says, “Just laugh it off and send it packing,” and that’s all I got with that one.

Third and final story lost: The Mahnwa no one remembers

I swear. This. Existed. I’ve asked this one before but no one seems to know it. I only remember the first chapter because I think at the time, there was only 1 chapter. It’s a college set up, this black haired guy has nightmares of being fricked by a monster like dude in weird situations. When he goes to university he sees the guy in his dreams there. He’s the classic blond popular dude.
So nearing the end it clips to blond guy’s point of view and he’s a.. Dream vampire? He looks around in the halls at everyone and sees this whole percentage bar thing of ‘Dream chance,’ and, ‘Nightmare chance.’ Our tired quiet black haired character has a 100% chance on both and the blondie looks at him and says, ‘This’ll be interesting.’

Anyway this was long- I don’t have any hope that anyone will get these cause I’ve been looking for the two mangas for years and’ve had absolutely no luck.
Thanks anyways for reading my long friggen post though!

I remember reading it a little while ago but can’t find the name of it anywhere

I’m pretty sure it was a vampire situation or a supernatural thing
One guy was having nightmares that got sexual and he realises that the guy in his dreams is a guy at his college (college dude is blond and main guy has black hair)

The college guy is some sort of creature that feeds off of dreams

There was one specific scene where the creature dude looked at the main guy and said ‘This’ll be interesting,’ and it was revealed that the main guy has a 100% chance of nightmares and a 100% chance of dreaming

If anyone knows this I’d be super grateful cause the plot seemed so good

It was a Mahnwa I think, in colour, and the main guy has nightmares.

He’s a university student and the guy that’s in his nightmares is also a university student.

Turns out the nightmare guy is a demon? I think he feeds off of dreams? He was really bored with everyone and you saw from his perspective that he can see the chance of a dream and chance of a nightmare from people.

And the MC has 100% chance of dreams and 100% chance of nightmares.

I’m beating myself up over not writing it down cause it seemed like an interesting story and I wanna see where it’s gone..
If you guys know it that would be awesome!!!

Read it ages ago and it had the classic trope of guy sent to another world

There was a set of twins that had some connection to a water god that he found I’m not sure if it was either A) he rescued them from being slaves, or B) he just casually found them in the super dangerous forest and took care of them.

They do get a magical bird/tiger or dog from the gods.

I do know 100% that his role was to take care of them

Anyways if you know one like this or similar please let me know ;w;;

I read it when there was only one chapter and forgot to mark it down-

Basically there’s this frumpy looking guy who gets harassed at a train station, and the Seme sees it, thinks it’s a bother, but ends up helping him anyways
Somehow the Uke ends up in his house and reveals he’s a succubus but just real awful at it
Seme also had a problem where his dick is too big so all his relationships fall flat- But succubus and him are super compatible

Anyways if anyone remembers the title that would be awesome! Really wanted to know where the story was gonna go ;w;;