I honestly can't recall my first. I think it started with sano/saitou fanfiction from kenshin. That or ffvii slash.
Internet manga was really low saturation back then. I had to read text translation alongside an original Japanese book. There were a few scanslations. Nothing hosted online because pictures were too big...
I don't think I had much...... reply
Try to push your boundaries a little. Be clear that you are not interested right now but maybe just pick someone who accepts that and hang out a little. It doesn't have to be much.
It's OK to not be interested in anyone, and you shouldn't force yourself, but you also shouldn't avoid people because you are afraid. It will be worse if you are in a s...... 1 reply
did repeat a song 5 times a day
