lenaGRonyx's manga / #psychological(55)

There should be 6 stars for this one. It's one of my first yaoi and I think I've been re-reading it again and over again since I'm 14.

It hurts so bad but it's so good and in the end you're happy x|

|Chapter 84| When I'm watching the anime I hate Takumi, and when I read the manga I just can't hate him, but I want him to just fuck off somewhere else, I want Hachi and Nobu, Hachi Nobuuuuuuu TuT And Ai Yazawa is a demon, a genius but a really sadic one!

["Are you Enemy?" - "Not/Love" - "Heat"]

["Are you Enemy?" - "Not/Love" - "Heat"] I have to say the truth, if there wasn't the end with Daisuke, I really would don't like this volume, it felt so different from the others, while reading I was wondering if it was really Kano-sensei the author for this tome, the personnality of characters weren't even the same (no seriously in the story with Sato-truc, Daichi would never done that, and Bun would never say him that, it's so illogical it pissed me of), the story with Satoru (or Sotaru, I already don't remember anymore) was so *unicors, rainbows and sweet everywheeeeeere*, so out of the story, it disgusted me, I ended up not really reading the pages and skipping them when it was too much for me. I don't even understand why the manager was Bun's type... no but seriously?

["Ienai Itami o Daite Iru" - "Rakuda Tsukai To Ouji No Yoru"] The difference between the first and the last story is crazy huge XDD I loved the first story when still it was, like sweet marshmallow, so not my type, anti-me! XD I was all the time "Oh my god. Oh my god." I'm ashamed with myself XDD

It's the first time of my life... I've already cried because a fiction was too sad or bittersweet, by empathie, but I never cried because something was really beautiful. I really cried because of that, it's unbelievable. Seriously, I don't even understand what I'm feeling!: my heart is sqeezing in a way I don't recognize, I don't know this emotion, I've never felt it before, it's crazy.

["Tadayoedo Shizumazu, Saredo Naki Mo Sezu" - "Don't Stay Gold" - "Saezuru Tori wa Habatakanai"] It's heartbreaking.