This is funny bc I get mistaken as a S all the time. Not because I act like it, because I seem to give off that look. I blame my resting b**ch face
So the way I look at S and M is more of an issue of control rather than physical pain or torment. And if I were to choose to be the one in control, vs the one controlled, I would choose the feeling of...... 2 reply
It's mostly death and self-inflicted thoughts and believe me I have no say in it whatsoever.
They just pop into my head whenever I'm back to square one, and the more I try to get rid of them, the more I think about them and the more they get stamped into my mind. It's fucking disturbing and frustrating, whenever I have other things to work on and ...... 1 reply
Honest answer, I don't know, sometimes I like seeing someone suffer, only if I have something against them because they've done something to me that I can't accept or tolerate, it's torture if I can't see them suffer the same consequences they've given me, seeing them die would probably do the job lol. but most of the time I'm M, I want to be domin...... reply
I think I'm both but I am way more S than M, it is just too fun to see people cry and being in pain (especially if it's because of me). But I feel a bit guilty for thinking that ( ̄∇ ̄") reply