First of all, don't say "It will get better", 'cause when one lives with depression it never gets better. You just learn to bear it better. That doesn't mean a depressed person cannot smile, laugh or feel genuine happiness. It means that all these and other positive emotions last much shorter and don't run deep, while the pain is permanent, an emot...... reply
what is your favorite 1-anime (that is yaoi/shounen-ai) 2-manga (that is yaoi/shounen-ai) 3-anime (that is yuri/shoujo-ai) 4-manga (that is yuri/shoujo-ai) 5-anime (that is not yuri/shoujo-ai and yaoi/shounen-ai) 6-manga (that is not yuri/shoujo-ai and yaoi/shounen-ai) 7-genre of anime (that is not yuri/shoujo-ai and yaoi/shounen-ai)
what is your least favorite 8-anime (that is yaoi/shounen-ai) 9-manga (that is yaoi/shounen-ai) 10-anime (that is yuri/shoujo-ai) 11-manga (that is yuri/shoujo-ai) 12-anime (that is not yuri/shoujo-ai and yaoi/shounen-ai) 13-manga (that is not yuri/shoujo-ai and yaoi/shounen-ai) 14-genre of anime (that is not yuri/shoujo-ai and yaoi/shounen-ai)
Calm. Exhausting. Breakdowns. If you are me you will be very calm when you have five different deadlines and six exams within a month distance. If you are me you will work in two different jobs while studying full-time and you will leave the house at 7 am every morning including Sundays and you will be back at 9 pm. If you are me some days everythi...... reply
my depression got me so fucked up.. like.. what's the point of living..? what else is there to see? what else is there that's left for me..?
my husband cheated on me, i'm broke.. i don't know what to do with my life.. what do i really want.. all i have is my uncertainties.. insecurities.. together with my perverted thoughts.. will tomorrow get bet...... 2 reply
i don't really know... but if i could meet myself in person.. i would fuck myself real hard.. because i suck at everything.. and sexually frustrated at the same time.. my partner's working abroad.. a battle of 2 lonely years.. not that i would touch myself.. it's kinda pathetic.. i'm friendless, for i am almost a complete shut in.. i don't get alon...... reply
i am now married.. and it's too late for me to turn back.. being married is nice... much less sex though.. compared to being bf's and gf's... because responsibilities come first.. and sometimes it's frustrating.. not being able to work because you already have kids and you have no one to take good care of them for you.. if i could turn back time th...... reply
i've been in the same sex relationship when i was in high school.. not sure if i did enjoyed it.. was i really loved? hmm i was too young then.. after sometime i had a normal relationship with this boy, that is now my husband.. being the one penetrated with a real weapon was nice.. and because it was so good that i got pregnant and got married a li...... 1 reply
i had a hard time dealing with one unfamiliar name being said in his sleep.. well, it's one thing but.. again, in the middle of sex was quite... i don't know if it's really twisted but.. i felt like cutting my partner's dick in a clean piece that time.. and somehow, there are times when i still feel like doing it.. the murderous intent i felt only ...... 1 reply
