i am demisexual! though i started reading yaoi when i was in middle school- then i was straight. when i met my partner referred to myself as lesbian- and now i prefer demisexual! (・｀ω´・) i am also gender fluid! 2 reply
I don't think so. I used to be so against getting married when I was younger and never thought that I would but I'm pretty indifferent to it now. I tend to feel extremely trapped just dating so being officially married would probably send me into cardiac arrest. Honestly though if I ever found someone that I was comfortable being with in a dating s...... 2 reply
This is my advice based on working with a mental health charity….
These kinds of feelings you're having (fantasies of people dying, wanting to go through a traumatic experience, saving someone's life and being a hero etc) have strong links to clinical depression and honestly it helps to get out there and do something so that you are not focusing...... reply
I LOVE tattoos but don't have any yet. I have a whole portfolio of tattoo designs that I made, some of them I want, some of them I just thought would be cool tattoos just not on me. For my first tattoo I'm probably going to get something smaller but would like to work my way up to a large side tattoo that I designed last year. It's of my zodiac and...... reply
I feel like that much often than I would like xD
I don't go so far to desire the death of someone, but I got what you mean.
Things are like... so plain... There are no mysteries to resolve, or situations to take part of, and so on. Well, honestly, there are. But maybe not the kind that passionate you.
My solution? I started writing. Bc I started ...... reply
I hate to say it, but I know how you feel. I think the strange desire for something bad to happen may be hiding a desire for something else, maybe something about yourself you haven't realized yet or a result of dissociation and a desire to actually, properly feel again.
Of course there's no guarantee that even if someone in your family died you'd...... reply
I thought like you at one time of my life, I really wondered how it'd be like if I lost my siblings for example, but I like them so -no.
But tbh:
i'm sometimes so bored..... that I want natural disasters to happen. okay I deep down don't -really - want zombie invasions or apocalyptic situations to happen, but it'd be exciting, right ?
So instead...... reply
I had a relationship for around 7 years, through childhood and we broke up at 17. I really get you, because there's something about having that when your young and it feels terrible. Like you'll never find someone else...
Just focus on yourself and don't feel like you have to pursue anyone, there isn't a rush.
I focused on myself, on my own ha...... 2 reply
