Talk To Yourself

In Myanmar, today, the new goverment was elected. But, unhappy with the results, the military called it a fraud. Furthermore house arrested the new goverment, daw aung san suu kyi (who is a very iconic politician) and other political allies. They detained the other ministers. So basically, the military overthrew the goverment with a coup. Phone lines are down, wifi is okay now though, but many believe it will cut off as well.

it's 2 a.m and i'm currently sobbing over a story i'm writing. if you're wondering why, well they're in love (and they're both two girls, by the way ) but pretty dead. well, only one of them. hAhahJsjskshAh

i didn't even give them a happy past together >:D because if happy why dead yk. i need to write a plot that makes sense but it's breaking my heart everytime i think of it. and i don't want to drop the idea, because i love really much how the story starts.






huh, wtf is wrong w me.. why am i doing this to myself. am i a masochist or something

Im having a depressive episode rn , i have bipolar , and also borderline , and im attached to someone even tho i tried not to get attached to one for years , so the person is busy rn and i am so depressed and borderline isn’t helping either , i cried finally after 3 years of not crying , im very tired mentally cause i have aggressive Homicidal thoughts and me trying to hold them back is hurting me more , and yes i am going to a psychiatrist but the visits are very little , they give me medicine escitalopram and mood stabilizer ( lithium ) , im feeling very tired i feel alone , i know im not , but i cant help but feel alone
Im not asking for friends or followers , i just wanna vent , and i cant keep humming forever , u can talk to me till i feel good and if you want you can leave , thank you for reading
If you want to talk to me please do here’s my insta : @bloody.shampoo

she ain’t dead she just ain’t fookin replying
i’ve tried demon rituals too, they don’t work