Liked Someone I Shouldn't Like

Acid?   reply

Nowadays it just bites my ass every monday and I can't even muster the envy to even eat or take a bath because... Dunno, it just happens every monday now... Well at least every other day I'm fine. It was worse when I was younger and in a bad place with my abusive parents. I didn't have any good reason to do anything because I felt like no one was ......   reply

Well, it’s fine during the day, but then during night all these random thoughts just get to me. Like, for example, what happens after I die? Will I die first? What if everyone has a hard time because of me? What if I’m just bothering everyone that I know? What if my friends actually hate me? What if they find out about everything that I hide fr......   reply

I dont even know, sometimes i cry for hours just by knowing i am going to have to wake up the next day and do everything all over again. It feels like the same old bullshit everyday and I dont know how to explain it but it feels like i am being dragged around day by day by the people i "have" to live for.   1 reply