Yall Ever Just Feel Sad

I’m a lurker of the forum. I have a question.
Why do black people on this site bully other black people on here? I have noticed that the same people who create post about racism are the same people calling other black people here racial slurs. I do not mean calling them a racial slur in a friendly way (I know that’s how some people address their friends using slurs like the f slur and n slur) it’s obviously hostile and I just want to know why this happens. It just makes me feel sad is all.

how tf do you delete questions, like not topics, but the questions you put under topics. I've pretty much deleted everything else but can't seem to find how to delete questions. Just learnt bout the digital foot print and wanna cry omfgghjj if you've seen my questions pls act like you didnt, I've matured over quarentine and wish to erase that part of my life.