First Kiss

I have been having a lot of questions and confusion about my sexuality. Just before last year I didn't have any confusion about it I legit thought I was straight. Even after learning about lgbtqa+ I wasn't fazed at all. But last year a close friend of mine she wanted to kiss me (we didn't though) and ever since then I have this confusion. Like I still find guys hot (I have some crushes irl too) but at the same time I also think I am attracted to girls sometimes too. I also have had thoughts regarding how I really wish to be a guy. Sometimes I am also like anybody is fine with me. I also find sex disgusting, never watched porn and idk what to do. What should I do?

i have a high libido, love making my partner feel great, WANT sex... but i dont find it enjoyable. im a bi woman and a top but because of endometriosis penetrative sex hurts. idk if that explains why i hate masturbating and why i dont get turned on by porn tho. sex to me is boring unless my partner is the only one enjoying themselves. i dont even find people hot or ever think of wanting to fuck them until i have a crush on them. is anyone knowledgable in this area lmaoooo i figure most of yall are lgbt which is why im askng here

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