I can somewhat relate to this. I started reading BL around age 13-14 and my first was Loveless. While it's a Shounen-ai, the sort-of couple is between a 12-year-old and 20-year-old and in my early teens I shipped them HARD.
To my early teen mind, the idea of being with someone who was 20 didn't FEEL like a big deal. But after I turned 20, the idea...... 1 reply
You're a twelve-year-old unironically calling yourself a smartass not a grown ass adult. Wait and see until then if you still enjoy it.
Now go tf to sleep. 1 reply