Lose Weight

Everything is miserable, getting discriminated, it's the worst. A day starts, the start of a wonderful day! Wonderful? I think not, noon starts which everything gets worse. Cleaning time! This is the start of discrimination. My aunt here is a clean freak, every time I get busy with my devices, my aunt will always talk behind my back, even in the when I'm in the shower, she commands almost everything and always ends the sentence with my NAME. For example, "fill the water because (my name) can't do it since she's busy playing with her IPAD. Like, what do you want me to do? Do you want me to clean? THEN I WILL CLEAN. You want me to disappear? THEN I WILL DISAPPEAR. TELL ME WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM ME THEN I WILL DO IT. my aunt, always making shame from out of me. Don't she acknowledge my work? Don't she acknowledge my effort? Don't she acknowledge me?... she does command me sometimes, but she always yells it out or tells it rudely, what did I do to deserve this god? Is it perhaps that I slack around? Maybe, am I not worth it? The night starts, it's not that peaceful, what's around me? Disrespect. Full volume, bright lights, every time I lay down, I hide my face and start to shed tears, And probably talk to my self. I'm tired. I'm VERY tired. I'm about to give up. I only trust my father, mother, and my brother. My birthday is almost up, September 6, what will I get? Is the box full of more stress? Or, a gift to stop this misery? 2020 is the worst year.