never being able to go to a school's friend house
finding an excuse why you can't go out to tell your friends instead of telling them my mom didn't want to
when it's 4 am, you're still awake and hear footsteps so you pretend you were asleep i could go on and on chile reply
ngl i do too but it doesn't rlly bother me since it makes sense that I question what I feel and why I feel it- maybe I'm just fucked up but meh idk
but why does it bother you?? do u not just like,,, sit and wonder why u felt a certain way or did or didn't do something??? ig I do a lot of self-assessment but I just figured everyone did it- maybe th...... 1 reply
I’m kinda scared and confused not gonna lie
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03 09,2020
I’m kinda scared and confused rn does anyone else feel like their emotions aren’t theirs and think about why they felt an emotion after feeling it? I got hurt and against my will I shouted and said open,open,open,plz my hand was stuck between the car door and the car so it shut on my hand. Then spent days thinking about why I felt pain why I said that. Anything that I feel irl makes me so confused I don’t know why I feel that emotion unless it’s the internet then I understand oh I cried cause they died and I liked that character or seeing them in pain and crying cause someone died makes me sad. But irl I cry cause someone yelled at me I want to be angry I want to hate them and I do but I cry and I don’t understand why I want to be angry I want to shout at them to shut up but I can’t. When the door shut on my hand I wonder why I didn’t just yank my hand back? Why didn’t I hit them when they yelled at me blaming me for something that I didn’t do. Does anyone else feel this? Or just me?
My mom would always compare me to random bitches at school I don't even know and gush about how beautiful and amazing and hardworking they all are then talk shit to my face about how I'm not like them.
I'm never good enough at anything for that hoe istfg. 6 reply
It feels nice reading all those these things and knowing I'm not alone also when my mom tells me "by your age I had children and I had to work for myself and your dad" and shit like that, bitch it isn't my fault you decided to get knocked up at 16 4 reply
