Am I a bad friend?
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11 10,2020
Aww darling, you're not a bad friend at all. You're apathetic, a lil like me. Your apathy is more than me in this case lol but don't worry you'll find people like you in life...just stay strong...you can even talk with me cuz I have only time to spend so just chillax reply
Chunni thoughts?
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11 10,2020
I short and it's Ok to read but I Still Can't Process Anything of it i feel like my brain is...... 1 reply
Chunni thoughts?
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11 10,2020
Chunni thoughts?
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11 10,2020
Chunni thoughts?
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11 10,2020
Talk to a hotline but if you’re uncomfortable talking to somebody over the phone I suggest you use a text hotline!
Also you shouldn’t invalidate your depressive thoughts by calling them edgy you should acknowledge them and seek help before all goes to shit. 1 reply
childish thoughts
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11 10,2020
Tell me one thing about yourself
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11 10,2020
I get emotionally attached to people too easily that's why- reply
childish thoughts
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11 10,2020
Chunni thoughts?
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11 10,2020
Ahhh this makes me laugh and yet also feel a little sad haha..
Recently I have been thinking of ways to.. I guess, simply put, end it all? Thing is, I hate pain, don’t like it one bit.
I imagine scenarios where I write letters to close ones about how I’m sorry I had to go and tell my family off for being such a negative influence on my life. Weird right? I don’t even know if I can put this on my platform lolll but I can’t put it anywhere else cuz I can’t get feedback or I risk getting seen by peers and losing them #－.－)
I seek momentary bliss by blasting music and closing my eyes or reading stories of fictional lives, but eventually it becomes a cycle of depressing thoughts, reading to lift my mood, falling back into a depressive state, getting angry for being such a wimp, getting in a fight with my family, ranting in my personal notes, drown in music, repeat.
Is this the so called... edgy thoughts? Maybe I should seek a therapist and stop being stupid lol, idk. I doubt I’d be able to get in contact with a therapist anyway. I’m too scared of talking people so I dunno(￣∇￣")
Should I just give this some time to grow out of and hope for the best? Maybe this was too much.. eh, I’ll delete this later if it is then (=・ω・=)
Recently I have been thinking of ways to.. I guess, simply put, end it all? Thing is, I hate pain, don’t like it one bit.
I imagine scenarios where I write letters to close ones about how I’m sorry I had to go and tell my family off for being such a negative influence on my life. Weird right? I don’t even know if I can put this on my platform lolll but I can’t put it anywhere else cuz I can’t get feedback or I risk getting seen by peers and losing them #－.－)
I seek momentary bliss by blasting music and closing my eyes or reading stories of fictional lives, but eventually it becomes a cycle of depressing thoughts, reading to lift my mood, falling back into a depressive state, getting angry for being such a wimp, getting in a fight with my family, ranting in my personal notes, drown in music, repeat.
Is this the so called... edgy thoughts? Maybe I should seek a therapist and stop being stupid lol, idk. I doubt I’d be able to get in contact with a therapist anyway. I’m too scared of talking people so I dunno(￣∇￣")
Should I just give this some time to grow out of and hope for the best? Maybe this was too much.. eh, I’ll delete this later if it is then (=・ω・=)
did I make the right choice?
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11 10,2020
