Lose Virginity

This is going to be really embarrassing to ask, but like this is the only website I can trust without anyone judging me.. Alright, here I go! Soo... I masturbate everyday, at least.. 4 or 5 times... But the more I do it, the more tired I feel, when I stop masturbating for a few days, I don't feel tired anymore, and then I thought I was better so I started doing it again, but then I started feeling even more tired! Does anyone know what's happening to me?? Or am I the only person feeling like this!? Judge me however you like in the comments, but please let me have at least one serious answer!

Last time we were talking about phobias and I got reminded of how highly trypophobic I am.
For any one who doesn't know what it is, it's the fear of seeing many small holes together. Im getting uncomfortable just typing and am squirming like an idiot rn. Just tell me your thoughts on how some of y'all feel.

Oh and kindly do not post any pictures concerning it please I beg of you. Just your thoughts thanks