YES! But even though I want to be in a relationship I’m choosing not to because my self esteem and self worth definitely isn’t where it needs to be and I have a huge tendency to let people treat me poorly so yup lonely but healing 1 reply
I listen to anything loud and read mangas/uas/was. I don’t really have the greatest friends so I just let loose by myself I guess. Eventually I calm down, but yeah.
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uh fuck so pretty much its not more as coping as is a defense mechanism but im more aggressive with people irl. like i would lightly hit them or smthing. never hard enough where it would actually hurt (i used to do that a lot while i was younger...). its just a bad habit i got since elementary school because i didnt know how to interact with other ...... reply