Stressed
finals are in two weeks and i haven't started studying yet because i always managed to get good results on major tests without trying
Can't use logic to pass these ones though they actually require ~4 years of knowledge and consistency
Contamination ocd has been getting worse due to the stress too so it's like a double package of anxiet...... 1 reply
I disliked a gay ship in my first ever fandom and a classmate accused me of being homophobic so naturally i started reading fanfiction just to prove i wasn't
Yeah i ended up liking that ship a lot despite my previous hearted and it escalated to whatever I'm doing right now
Wasn't homophobic just to be clear i just disliked this particular ship reply
Yesterday, or whenever this happened, i wasn't there, but i kinda want to know how it looked like. Was there a notice or something? Also, i know this site is illegal, but my broke ass is too stupid to learn Korean/Japanese.
I've willingly read some nasty stuff (i don't mean yaoi) and i would never, for no matter what, do it again. It haunts me every day and i can't forget it or forgive myself that I've enjoyed reading it. Is there a way to forget? Or maybe i deserve it? I don't think i can bear with this thought any longer and I can't tell anyone about it because i feel like i will disgust them. Also have you ever been in a situation like that?
I am really sorry if there are any mistakes but im not native;;
did read yaoi in public
want to do i cant study for fuck's sake
