What am I?
[Answer]
27 06,2020
What am I?
[Question]
27 06,2020
I been questioning myself lately. I’m not really questioning my sexuality but questioning why I am not? When someone asks me what is my sexuality I never know how to answer because if I say I’m Bl they think I like every boy and girl and question when I don’t like one and if I say I’m straight they question why I get turned on by girls so I just say I don’t know and don’t care. But then they ask me do I like boys? I say yes if there my type and then they ask me if I like girls and I answer yes just like any straight guy when I look at a girl i have my own type and it turns me on. Ironically my type is what I mostly look like I like skinny with a curve not to big but not to small butt and boobs. Then they ask me have I been with a girl and I say so so not a relationship but the girl that made me realize I like girls ironically I don’t even remember her name just what she looks like. They ask me why I don’t get with a girl but I get with so many guys and I answer because I’m needy and I can’t have someone that’s just as needy as me I can be psycho like any girl so I need someone calm and a girl can’t give me that. I like being babied. I like to think that if I find the right girl I would get with them but rn idk. But idk if I would even stay with that girl that’s why I Don’t take the chance to get with one because I want kids my own I want to get pregnant. Sometimes I just wish I cared enough to pick a side but I can’t smh
Ever since I was a kid all of my actions are questioned by my family wether by the way I talk,walk,style my hair,dress,everything. I was always labeled as "lesbian that needs to be treated by buying girly stuffs" I'm pretty sure that I'm straight since most of my relationships are straight dudes.
it started two years ago where I started getting sexually attracted over my two guy friends ( bi and gay). I'm very fond of skinship and clingy af so I didn't care that much. Idk if I read to much yaoi or what.
After that I started liking a girl from my class, I always labeled it as "girl crush" but this is far from just a crush. I want to have a relationship with her! I'm confused if I really like her or I'm just one of the people I know that loves to pretend they're bi bcoz it's "cool"
I'm so confusion┗( T﹏T )┛ help.
it started two years ago where I started getting sexually attracted over my two guy friends ( bi and gay). I'm very fond of skinship and clingy af so I didn't care that much. Idk if I read to much yaoi or what.
After that I started liking a girl from my class, I always labeled it as "girl crush" but this is far from just a crush. I want to have a relationship with her! I'm confused if I really like her or I'm just one of the people I know that loves to pretend they're bi bcoz it's "cool"
I'm so confusion┗( T﹏T )┛ help.
