Well, I thought I was a completely normal, sane person, my entire life. Until a co worker told me I literally talk to myself at work. Kinda woke me out of a year long trance of talking to people in my head, like I genuinely thought someone was there. Like OH SHIT, there, was, no, one. Now it feels like my first year of adulthood was all a lie, and ...... reply
If suicide wasn’t a sin , I wouldn’t be here long ago and lately I’m thinking bout that simple fact a lot .
Honestly just tired .
But I’m healthy and good .
Life is a bitch , atleast I have no need for fuck buddies when it bends me over that much .
Hope y’all fare better.
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mid asl not bad but certainly not good
tryna go on a calorie deficit and also get back on track w my classes cuz my midterm scores just completely killed all my motivation
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I am currently job searching it is not going well. I'm also trying to lose weight that is a battle in itself (my goal within 2 years is to lose 160 lbs) 1 reply
My first couple of weeks in uni I didn't make friends right away, instead i only observed the people around me and talked with almost everyone but still kept my distance (not in a unfriendly way just very subtle and sort of reserved but not shy kind of way) you'll click with someone eventually (i still jump from one friend group to another from tim...... reply