Losing Will To Do Anything

If an artist was a type of genre for man/ga/hwa/huas what genre would they be?

my homeroom teacher had to leave the school at monday the next week due to personal problems. thing is, she only announced this at zoom class. she was... crying while she tried to say her goodbyes to the class. I couldn't say anything, I could only wave back to her. I really, really wanted to cry right there, I wish I could gift her something, tell her that its okay, tell her that her students care for her too but I couldn't do any of that. I was too nervous. the thing that made me more sad was the fact that she couldn't even finish her goodbyes. the zoom class had a time limit so it cutted right at the end when she was saying something. I know this wouldn't have impacted that hard to my other classmates, but thing is, my homeroom teacher was the person who made me feel more confident in myself, talk to others, study more, the one that motivated to draw and write more. It hurts even more when I can't even see her at the end of my graduation in middle school. (I graduate this year.)

I wanted to tell my mom about what i feel because i just played this game where if you listen to this person and about what they feel you would save their life and prevent them from committing suicide by getting them professional help but the only thing i got from that was being reminded how fucked up my grades are and to stop watching depressing videos because that's apparently where i got what i'm feeling from
I love my mom