School Is Stressful

So my report card for the first 2 six weeks of school r rllllyyyyy bad. Like u was only passed like 4/7 classes so when my parents were asking to see it i freaked tf out. I took a ss of it and brought it snap chat then made stickers of the grades to make it seem like i was passing. Then my mom actually emailed one of my teachers about it. This class i got a 51 but in the email and fake report card it’s says 81. So i was freaking out. I asked my sister and She said to j come clean. But i was a pussy and didn’t. Later that week my teacher responded and i signed into my moms email before she could see it and deleted the email. All is good now but I’m feeling rlly guilty. Like my parents will say we live u and we know your tryout hardest and I’m like noooooo i feel so bad. And they r always like make sure to keep your grades up cause if effects what college u go to. And I’m seriously struggling this year. I’m suffering from pretty bad depression and anxiety rn and no one knows so I’m dealing with taht by myself. I’m super unmotivated but i want to better for my family. Sry this is so long lol. If anyone has any idea what i should do lmk. Luv u all (=・ω・=)

mine is
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MS61vgjpT9k
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6ADp76msZq4
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IrKqMrAUBW0
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=258qUAI7rck
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dJf4wCdLU18
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WAoPeG1LU1g
(this is a Japanese songs playlist lmao i have japanese ears now)
and share sum of ya fav songs lmao