Being Gay

So i only recently came to terms with being bi and this is my first time having a crush on a girl. And boy is it painful. I need to get over it, please if you have any suggestions send them my way:D I can’t cut her off completely since we’re in the same friend group and me avoiding her even slightly makes things weird. I’d be totally okay if she just didn’t like me back and ignored me, but her being super friendly makes it a thousand times more painful lol. I don’t want to make her uncomfortable so telling her is out of question.

im a bi girl ive dated women and men i did like them but when it came to physical relationship i couldnt bear it ... im more into emotional stuff and things got pretty akward in my relationships and girls thought i used them but same things with men i didnt like any physical contact i some times couldnt even bare kissing and stuff i just wanted to throw up some times so if someone can explain what is happening it would be really cool from them ...