Please read the entire thing before you respond so you don’t get the wrong idea. (and I want to say this NOT HEALTHY and I try not to let myself get in toxic relationships ,even though I have the tendency to think this way, because I know feeling this way is wrong, dangerous, and caused by extreme trauma. I feel urges to be treated this way but D...... 1 reply
I've had thoughts about killing people before and almost acted on said thoughts and broke down crying because I didn't know why I was like this. I'm an extremely violent person if someone messes with me. Like, I've punched kids at my school dead in the face and swung my metal bat at someone on my softball team. And I've only ever gone to therapy on...... reply
I have too much hate in my heart, I have a bad temper, and I never truly forgive anyone. I'm in a constant battle with myself trying to make positive changes but it hard. I'm optimistic though. reply
I once had a thought that what if I murdered my entire family and ran, but then reconsidered because 1. Too much work, you gotta plan your escape and cleaning up evidence as cleanly as possible and man, I'm already struggling in turning in my schoolwork, what makes you think I want to go through all that trouble? 2. No motivation. 3. I can't kill w...... reply
