When did I get here?
When did we get here?
I'm not a little girl anymore unfortunately.
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What brought on this realization is actually really funny, here I was reading a yaoi manhwa I saw hyped up, and the first scene was full of non consensual sex and it was jarring. I immediately hit the back button my day ruined. I thought to myself people enjoy this ? People think Rapists characters deserve redemption arcs? Insane.
Then I realized I have no right to judge lmao as an old tradjoshi jap anime back then had no concept of consent, with their weird ass size differences and bottoms like children, I can acknowledge is very weird now. Atleast even if there's rape these days, both love interests look like adults? A win is a win?
But the fact that I can't stomach such media anymore, be it in my novels, manhwas, mangas, anime or live action I don't want to see an assaulter as a live interest it's wrong. But this realization made me realize, 18 year old me who had painter of the night as her phone background would tell me to fuck off.
I started to think about other things that have changed, like how when I like a manhwa here I go to official sites to support the official work, how I cringe when I see teenagers under graphic yaoi smut comment sections.
It's not just this, irl I looked at status updates of all my age mates, and it's married, married, engaged, mother, mother, guys when did we get here?! I tried to talk to my best friend about it, and she tells me I have a niece who's education I'm sponsoring and I realize damn I really am an adult. When did this happen?
Genuinely? One moment I'm on bato reading yaoi another moment...I'm still reading yaoi actually but as a person pushing 30 with responsibilities.
I'm not ready, but here I am. Mentally though, it's still 2017, I just finished highschool, got my first phone and access to unlimited internet content.
: P.S: Yaoi is not a phase guys, you're never going to grow out of it.
When did we get here?
I'm not a little girl anymore unfortunately.
L-
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What brought on this realization is actually really funny, here I was reading a yaoi manhwa I saw hyped up, and the first scene was full of non consensual sex and it was jarring. I immediately hit the back button my day ruined. I thought to myself people enjoy this ? People think Rapists characters deserve redemption arcs? Insane.
Then I realized I have no right to judge lmao as an old tradjoshi jap anime back then had no concept of consent, with their weird ass size differences and bottoms like children, I can acknowledge is very weird now. Atleast even if there's rape these days, both love interests look like adults? A win is a win?
But the fact that I can't stomach such media anymore, be it in my novels, manhwas, mangas, anime or live action I don't want to see an assaulter as a live interest it's wrong. But this realization made me realize, 18 year old me who had painter of the night as her phone background would tell me to fuck off.
I started to think about other things that have changed, like how when I like a manhwa here I go to official sites to support the official work, how I cringe when I see teenagers under graphic yaoi smut comment sections.
It's not just this, irl I looked at status updates of all my age mates, and it's married, married, engaged, mother, mother, guys when did we get here?! I tried to talk to my best friend about it, and she tells me I have a niece who's education I'm sponsoring and I realize damn I really am an adult. When did this happen?
Genuinely? One moment I'm on bato reading yaoi another moment...I'm still reading yaoi actually but as a person pushing 30 with responsibilities.
I'm not ready, but here I am. Mentally though, it's still 2017, I just finished highschool, got my first phone and access to unlimited internet content.
: P.S: Yaoi is not a phase guys, you're never going to grow out of it.
im in college and I've been working at an apartment complex this summer that has me doing 10 hour days 5 days a week. this week im working 16 hr days and I miss my freshman year of high school. :'(
I lowkey didn't have any friends, but I miss the days of skipping zooms and reading manga 12 hrs a day. I MISS BEING A BUM when it like didn't matter at all
anyway prob won't come back to this post for a bit cus ill be working, but wish me luck ig? if only I was a nepo baby...
I lowkey didn't have any friends, but I miss the days of skipping zooms and reading manga 12 hrs a day. I MISS BEING A BUM when it like didn't matter at all
anyway prob won't come back to this post for a bit cus ill be working, but wish me luck ig? if only I was a nepo baby...
Anyone else have a strict school that allows not even a speck of individuality?
Today we had inspection, we had to stand in a line so they can check if we're wearing our uniforms correctly and whatnot.
My teacher comes up to me and tells me I have to take out my earrings because it's against the school rules. (mind you, I've been wearing these earrings for 3 years and now they want to start complaining about it.) for context my earrings are like small hoop earrings. Then another teacher pulls up with a ruler and measures my earrings which was just a bit over 10cm wide.
All I gotta say to that is wtf! It's just earrings, it's not distracting me from my school work.
Now I'm sitting detention. For goddamn earrings.
My friend also got into trouble because her skirt was 1cm too short. FML and fuck my school
Today we had inspection, we had to stand in a line so they can check if we're wearing our uniforms correctly and whatnot.
My teacher comes up to me and tells me I have to take out my earrings because it's against the school rules. (mind you, I've been wearing these earrings for 3 years and now they want to start complaining about it.) for context my earrings are like small hoop earrings. Then another teacher pulls up with a ruler and measures my earrings which was just a bit over 10cm wide.
All I gotta say to that is wtf! It's just earrings, it's not distracting me from my school work.
Now I'm sitting detention. For goddamn earrings.
My friend also got into trouble because her skirt was 1cm too short. FML and fuck my school
(Spoiler)
I haven’t read My Guildmate Next Door in a year and forgot it’s even a bl HOT MAMA THAT WAS A SUPRISE TO COME BACK TO YESSSSSS
I haven’t read My Guildmate Next Door in a year and forgot it’s even a bl HOT MAMA THAT WAS A SUPRISE TO COME BACK TO YESSSSSS
I was just wondering why it seems like everyone here is degenerate AF or at least has done something degenerate in their past. I have read a lot of posts in this thread and its honestly shocking how many there are. I'm not hating, just curious.
I would like to think I am not in that demographic which is why the question came up in the first place.
I would like to think I am not in that demographic which is why the question came up in the first place.
Y'all remember that peak gooner story My zombie girlfriend? I lowkey realized if people made gooner stories like that, I would be happier in life. It's weird that I even talked about this but like the main couple was so freaking cute but freaky and a good way. Only problem I could remember (read it a couple years ago) was the weird dog relationship with the two ladies.
Hell y'all know that one yaoi with the alien sex shop worker and the alien thief? Peak!
Hell y'all know that one yaoi with the alien sex shop worker and the alien thief? Peak!
a gregory house x james wilson poem from house md.
*cough cough*
two best friends in a room
one patient saved from doom
now you know its a party
two doctors dancing to kardi
and they might get a little sneaky
maybe a little freaky
well who are the two best friends?
well its house and wilson
the two hot doctors
fucking in the lockers
damn they always slay
because house and wilson are actually GAY
*bows*
*cough cough*
two best friends in a room
one patient saved from doom
now you know its a party
two doctors dancing to kardi
and they might get a little sneaky
maybe a little freaky
well who are the two best friends?
well its house and wilson
the two hot doctors
fucking in the lockers
damn they always slay
because house and wilson are actually GAY
*bows*
Offended by everything, Ashamed of nothing.
Ever since that kiss between ivan and till happened, it blew up and suddenly everyone became an alnst fan i've hated the fandom ever since
I’m making the confession anyway. On this site and another illegal manga site I frequent, I noticed a certain manga was popular. Typically I don’t keep track of this bc i honestly don’t care, but today, on mangago of all places I saw this same manga trending.
I haven’t read the manga and based on what I’ve heard about it (including how it’s promoted) I have zero plans to read it. It’s promoted in the same way chainsaw man was promoted and I do NOT like chainsaw man.
Anyway, the confession is, I don’t like how a certain manga gets super popular on these sites WHEN THE ANIME COMES OUT.
The anime is cool, animation is cool, it looks so interesting. That doesn’t mean the actual story is interesting. Going back to chainsaw man, I caved to peer pressure (boo hoo cry me a river) but the story in an actual critical sense (and not just what I prefer to read) was not interesting. Same with the animation. I mean it’s different but that doesn’t mean I care for it. (Specifically chainsaw man’s animation was a 3D animation style I’ve seen before. It was cool to see it mass produced in an anime… that didn’t make it good.)
Anywayyy I just really don’t like how a manga will get an anime and these illegal reading sites will have a large influx of viewers for the anime watchers that want to read the manga first,
I don’t like it because that makes it easier for the official publication to find these sites. And
Well
A good song never dies (even if you can’t access it anymore)
I haven’t read the manga and based on what I’ve heard about it (including how it’s promoted) I have zero plans to read it. It’s promoted in the same way chainsaw man was promoted and I do NOT like chainsaw man.
Anyway, the confession is, I don’t like how a certain manga gets super popular on these sites WHEN THE ANIME COMES OUT.
The anime is cool, animation is cool, it looks so interesting. That doesn’t mean the actual story is interesting. Going back to chainsaw man, I caved to peer pressure (boo hoo cry me a river) but the story in an actual critical sense (and not just what I prefer to read) was not interesting. Same with the animation. I mean it’s different but that doesn’t mean I care for it. (Specifically chainsaw man’s animation was a 3D animation style I’ve seen before. It was cool to see it mass produced in an anime… that didn’t make it good.)
Anywayyy I just really don’t like how a manga will get an anime and these illegal reading sites will have a large influx of viewers for the anime watchers that want to read the manga first,
I don’t like it because that makes it easier for the official publication to find these sites. And
Well
A good song never dies (even if you can’t access it anymore)
I caught my mom cheating on my dad when I was 11 or 12. My dad was away for work for two weeks, going to the countryside. Whenever he was away for that long, especially in the countryside, he would leave his touchscreen phone and only bring his Nokia phone.
I was in the living room when I heard my mom talking to someone. She was in her room (the walls were kind of thin). She was speaking in a very soft, low voice, which weirded me out because she would usually talk loudly when speaking to someone. I didn’t think much of it at first and continued watching TV, but then it happened again. So, I decided to check who she was talking to by climbing up on a piece of furniture (I don’t know what it’s called in English). There was a hole at the top of the wall, and I peeked through. I got a glimpse of who she was talking to, and it was a man who was definitely not my dad. I could only see the man's forehead and his eyes. He was lying sideways and wrapped in a blanket. There was even one time when she went completely naked in front of the phone in the kitchen.
There was a time when my dad and mom had a fight. I think my dad suspected she was cheating on him. I don’t remember if this happened before or after I found out that she actually was.
Months later, maybe, my mom got invited to a class reunion at the beach. My dad made me go with her. I saw that man again. It turned out they were classmates and childhood friends. I heard he used to like her, and maybe they used to like each other during their school days.
whenever my mom's phone was left alone, I had begun to check her messaging app to look for any DMs between her and that man. But when I checked, there was nothing—she must have deleted the conversation.
Years later, maybe in 2019, I was using her phone and saw someone on her messenger nicknamed "" (an alien emoji in case MGG doesn't allow the emoji). Again, it was that man. I don't remember what their conversation was about, but the only thing I can remember is checking his Facebook profile and finding that he was a married man with two kids who looked about 8 years old.
Wtf were they doing, and how could they keep this up for years? My mom barely leaves home, and when she does, she is usually with my dad—or with me, dad, and her together. That man lives across the country, so they've just been cheating using Facebook Messenger. They kept this shit up even after her and dad were finally able to conceive a child (in 2017)(dad passed away in 2018) (They aren't my bio parents; they were my aunt and uncle, but since they raised me, they were like my parents.)
late 2019, I think my mom completely stopped talking to him after that.
For whatever reason, I never told my dad about it—or anyone else. I don’t ever plan to confront her about it.
I was in the living room when I heard my mom talking to someone. She was in her room (the walls were kind of thin). She was speaking in a very soft, low voice, which weirded me out because she would usually talk loudly when speaking to someone. I didn’t think much of it at first and continued watching TV, but then it happened again. So, I decided to check who she was talking to by climbing up on a piece of furniture (I don’t know what it’s called in English). There was a hole at the top of the wall, and I peeked through. I got a glimpse of who she was talking to, and it was a man who was definitely not my dad. I could only see the man's forehead and his eyes. He was lying sideways and wrapped in a blanket. There was even one time when she went completely naked in front of the phone in the kitchen.
There was a time when my dad and mom had a fight. I think my dad suspected she was cheating on him. I don’t remember if this happened before or after I found out that she actually was.
Months later, maybe, my mom got invited to a class reunion at the beach. My dad made me go with her. I saw that man again. It turned out they were classmates and childhood friends. I heard he used to like her, and maybe they used to like each other during their school days.
whenever my mom's phone was left alone, I had begun to check her messaging app to look for any DMs between her and that man. But when I checked, there was nothing—she must have deleted the conversation.
Years later, maybe in 2019, I was using her phone and saw someone on her messenger nicknamed "" (an alien emoji in case MGG doesn't allow the emoji). Again, it was that man. I don't remember what their conversation was about, but the only thing I can remember is checking his Facebook profile and finding that he was a married man with two kids who looked about 8 years old.
Wtf were they doing, and how could they keep this up for years? My mom barely leaves home, and when she does, she is usually with my dad—or with me, dad, and her together. That man lives across the country, so they've just been cheating using Facebook Messenger. They kept this shit up even after her and dad were finally able to conceive a child (in 2017)(dad passed away in 2018) (They aren't my bio parents; they were my aunt and uncle, but since they raised me, they were like my parents.)
late 2019, I think my mom completely stopped talking to him after that.
For whatever reason, I never told my dad about it—or anyone else. I don’t ever plan to confront her about it.
Being a female i dated a girl last year
We broke a in a few months but now I miss her and her she said that she is currently in a relationship with a girl (after our break up we became comfort ex) and sadly her current gf finds it uncomfortable for me to talk to her so i can't talk to her ,
She is one year senior than me and i heard she is in town but I'm currently at my late grandma's house.
And i was listening to songs just a few minutes ago and the song girls played by girl in red when I close my eyes i can only imagine her
We broke a in a few months but now I miss her and her she said that she is currently in a relationship with a girl (after our break up we became comfort ex) and sadly her current gf finds it uncomfortable for me to talk to her so i can't talk to her ,
She is one year senior than me and i heard she is in town but I'm currently at my late grandma's house.
And i was listening to songs just a few minutes ago and the song girls played by girl in red when I close my eyes i can only imagine her
i was wondering what the general consesus on real person fiction was? i don't think irene and seulgi from red velvet are going to track me down and punch me in the face for reading fan fiction of them kissing each other but i was wondering what other people thought about it.
Math?
English?
Pe?
English?
Pe?
Since y'all are so thirsty, have daddy issues and would do anything to get fucked by a mafia boss, what do you think you would actually do if you were kidnapped by a hot mafia boss
I want Hisoka to Nen my ass, bend me over backwards, tie me up and bungee gum his dick into me, then I want him to grab my neck and choke me. While I'm gasping for air lean over and whisper "Good Boy" in my ear. Then I want him to ram me at an ungodly speed. And melt my insides like butter using texture surprise. Making me cum. Fuck now I'm horny! (⊙…⊙ ) (￣∇￣")
I don’t know where else to ask for help about this besides the root cause. I hope this doesn’t get banned. I started getting into yaoi/hentai at a young age. It started off relatively innocent. I’d read the causal story here and there with some censored smut. But now I’ve become so desensitized and am into so many extreme kinks that I can’t get turned on by normal actions. I only get turned on by extreme kinks or situations that I wouldn’t actually want done to me. I feel like a freak and feel bad for any future partners but I don’t know how to reverse the effect. It’s like an addiction.