I feel so embarrassed lately, i honestly just want to jump straight to the weekend
It’s probably not that serious to other people, but i find it so awkward and embarrassing because in my class, I’m literally the ONLY one who keeps asking for toilet permission during lessons. For context, I’m currently dealing with a UTI, so I physically have to go to the bathroom pretty often.
For example, I’d ask to go during Math class, and later on different lesson like physics, I have to stand up and ask for permission again.
It makes me feel full of anxiety and overthinking. Once, i tried to hold it in because i was way too scared and embarrassed to ask, the teacher was lecturing and the classroom was dead silent... but yeah, i learned my lesson because holding it in just makes it worse, i feel like i almost pee myself for holding it in for like 1 hour 20 minutes
Besides that one time, i always force myself to ask, but it feels so awkwardly painful every single time. i know the world doesn't revolve around me and everyone has their own stuff to handle, but i can't stop worrying if my classmates think I'm weird or if they're judging me for constantly leaving/ask for toilet
It’s probably not that serious to other people, but i find it so awkward and embarrassing because in my class, I’m literally the ONLY one who keeps asking for toilet permission during lessons. For context, I’m currently dealing with a UTI, so I physically have to go to the bathroom pretty often.
For example, I’d ask to go during Math class, and later on different lesson like physics, I have to stand up and ask for permission again.
It makes me feel full of anxiety and overthinking. Once, i tried to hold it in because i was way too scared and embarrassed to ask, the teacher was lecturing and the classroom was dead silent... but yeah, i learned my lesson because holding it in just makes it worse, i feel like i almost pee myself for holding it in for like 1 hour 20 minutes
Besides that one time, i always force myself to ask, but it feels so awkwardly painful every single time. i know the world doesn't revolve around me and everyone has their own stuff to handle, but i can't stop worrying if my classmates think I'm weird or if they're judging me for constantly leaving/ask for toilet
Tomorrow is my first day back to school and I am genuinely spiraling and overthinking this so bad.
For context, i live in Indonesia. Unlike Western schools, every single Monday, schools here hold this mandatory morning assembly called "Upacara Senin". We have to stand in neat rows out in the school yard for basically two hours straight. no moving, no sitting down, just listening to long speeches...
and this is what im worried: I currently have a UTI, which means I need to pee every 30-60 minutes. On top of that, if i try to hold it in even for a little bit, my stomach instantly starts cramping up and my whole body gets so sore and achy. The physical pain makes holding it impossible, which is why i'm so terrified of being stuck in the middle of a ceremony.
im also shy, the thought of asking a teacher for permission to leave the lines gives me massive anxiety. to make matters so much worse, the student restrooms are located directly in front of the school yard. If i leave the assembly to go there, i will literally have to walk right in front of the entire school (Ther's alternative tho, the teacher's restroom is behind the rows, but I don't know if I'm allowed to use it).
I WANT TO KMS, I FEEL SO MISERABLE What should i even do? I talked to my mom about it, and she straight up suggested I wear an adult diaper, I don't want to wear diaper at my big age...
Should i just force myself to be brave and ask my teacher for permission to use the teacher restroom? Has anyone else survived a UTI at school? help
For context, i live in Indonesia. Unlike Western schools, every single Monday, schools here hold this mandatory morning assembly called "Upacara Senin". We have to stand in neat rows out in the school yard for basically two hours straight. no moving, no sitting down, just listening to long speeches...
and this is what im worried: I currently have a UTI, which means I need to pee every 30-60 minutes. On top of that, if i try to hold it in even for a little bit, my stomach instantly starts cramping up and my whole body gets so sore and achy. The physical pain makes holding it impossible, which is why i'm so terrified of being stuck in the middle of a ceremony.
im also shy, the thought of asking a teacher for permission to leave the lines gives me massive anxiety. to make matters so much worse, the student restrooms are located directly in front of the school yard. If i leave the assembly to go there, i will literally have to walk right in front of the entire school (Ther's alternative tho, the teacher's restroom is behind the rows, but I don't know if I'm allowed to use it).
I WANT TO KMS, I FEEL SO MISERABLE What should i even do? I talked to my mom about it, and she straight up suggested I wear an adult diaper, I don't want to wear diaper at my big age...
Should i just force myself to be brave and ask my teacher for permission to use the teacher restroom? Has anyone else survived a UTI at school? help
does anyone live in tx and have to deal with the new phone ban
so yeah I got a call saying I could go back to school and I think they said they would do things a lot more differently because of social distancing and stuff. I'm not sure if I want to go though. despite school sucking, the work actually distracts me from my bad thoughts most of the time. that's kind of why I think it'll be good. I also have trouble paying attention at home so going back will probably help me focus. I'm usually lazy but when I have nothing good to do, I can become sorta hardworking. you may be asking "this seems good for you, why aren't you going?". wellll the problem is that I haven't went outside for a month and I don't want to go outside especially since I'm in a really bad place rn. I'm not sure if school can even help me in this moment and time. should I at least try going? what if I screw up something?
I’m going to transfer to a different school away from my home country next month (ik it’s corona and everything I’m honestly confused at this whole granting process). it’s the first time I ever transferred to a diff school since I’ve been studying in the same school and country for most of my life. any tips on how to not panic or be awkward lol
I GO BACK TO ONLINE SCHOOL TOMORROW UGHHHHHHH I WANNA DIEEEEEEEEEE
I am from Austria and I have to hold this English presentation. Do you have any topics for a 10 minute presentation in English?The topic should be informative and interesting...
It would be nice if you guys could share some of your ideas
It would be nice if you guys could share some of your ideas