My best friend is the only one that knows. My family is super conservative, so I've been hiding it from them fooooooor about 8 years now? Damn, it's been a while... I kinda wish I had some people to geek out about it with; my best friend reads a lot of yuri, but I've only convinced her to read a couple yaoi. She'll listen to me ranting and gushing ...... reply
I'm terrified of losing my reputation/disappointing people. I act completely differently in different social settings (i.e. at school, at work, with family, with friends...) and I don't like those social bubbles colliding because I'm afraid one particular version of myself will be a disappointment to a separate social bubble. It's weird and specifi...... 3 reply
The universe.
it seriously gives me anxiety just thinking about how freaking big it is and one day could stop growing bigger and just be like "Hey, i'm tired of growing. i'm gonna shrink now and there's nothing you can do about it. HAVE FUN LIVING THE REST OF YOUR LIFE IN FEAR OF BEING CRUSHED BY SPACE ITSELF!"
so yeah. :) reply
