back in ye olde 2008(?) i was a scene kid and wanted an edgy "rAnDoM" user name and came up with something like xXxLostSoulScoutxXx... scout was what it was eventually shortened to and it stayed reply
my mom said that my existence brought her pain and she wish to die while having a meltdown. Now whenever I'm in a quiet place, I think about how I shouldn't have exist and should've died in her stomach. I feel very guilty. 1 reply
Nothing hurt more than that time my dad told me to kill myself during my 9th grade exams...
I was under a lot of stress at the time and my mental issues where getting worse, then me and my dad had an argument and I screamed at him telling him I had depression but he didn't take me seriously and just thought I was throwing a fit (wow my mom also sa...... 2 reply
"Why are you like this? Why can't you be just like your sister" damn you rlly want me to revisit those memories osmanthus win words from my father lmao. He was drunk that day ngl it hurts slightlybro ik they, our parents love me they did everything for us they showered us with love(im cringing but its true)but yknow sumthings just happened sum word...... 2 reply
