Being Single

I wanna be single forever cuz im like Asexual but i still do get horny whenever i watch Bl mangas but my parents say "Kids used to say they wanna be single forever but in the end they still had a family" LIKE BRUH WTF IS WRONG WITH THEM WHY CANT THEY SUPPORT ME!(╯°Д °)╯╧╧

Why do I keep falling for characters who don’t exist or people who don’t know I exisssssssttttttt.
Like bitch that hawt long haired loner dude ain’t ever gunna talk to you.
And you sure as shit know you’ll be to nervous to strike up a conversation wit that super funny girl in your English class.
Screw my taste and screw my idiot face.

Just because valentine day is around the corner, and im single can someone recommend some romance or something like hosik's story? Or some possessive partner. Or anything like love is an illusion shows like how the top being good and patience with their partners.(ノ≧∇≦)ノ for me to spend my day reading all good manga/manhua/manhwa. Thanks