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So like I'm bisexual but I came to realize I'm probably allosexual or aromantic as wall because I when I think about it I didn't really ever had a crush before? but I'm pretty sure I've felt sexual attraction before? But maybe I did have a crush before but I just didn't realize or something? But even so the point is it's VERY hard for me to feel something for someone when it comes to romance and stuff like that and tbh I really don't want a relationship or marriage or anything like that in fact sometimes I think I don't even want to have sex with someone because I low-key think it's gross but sometimes I also think I'll be ok with it? So honestly I'm kinda confused but whatever I'll find out what I am later in life