Music Recommendations

I remember not listening to music for like 1 month (fyi I basically can't live without listening to music) and that month my mood was really bad. My grades were lower than they usually are and I cried everyday alone ༎‿༎. I basically had no motivation to listen to music lmao. Worst thing is no one noticed so I thought that I was just sad for nothing. I invalidated my emotions before finally having a panic attack in my room lol.
Anyways these days music is boring do you guys have some songs you recommend (anything is fine but rock and cpop)