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[+18] Rape fetish in fiction .. ?
Right or wrong
....... Also my own opinion on matter + story about me . I think some fetish are deeply rooted of self hate & sexual trauma ..
First I am virgin , I have never molested or raped anyone , I am straight but I hate heterosexual porn and heterosex in general and thing female bodies are disgusting .. I am female myself and hate my own body, I been sexually harassed and when I told my mom she slapped me and said cuz I dress like wh*re , I was 15yr at that time and had not even had my period yet , I was late bloomer so my breasts and body was still that of child eventhought other girls in my class had started to wear bras and wear hijab .. I didn't cuz I was in swimming team and wearing hijab meant I had to quit swimming ..
Anyway back to the main story .. about rape fetish , I don't want to rape men but I enjoy reading mangas that have small seme huge seme being pent down and forced by smallet looking guy .. I tried to think it was just preference but I think it connected to my trauma of sexually harassed .. I don't even like men in real life and think they disgusting but when I think of huge man who is powerful getting reduced to tears and being dominated by smaller uke looking seme .. this just turn me on .
I know people will say I am abnormal and should get help .. but this something I keep deep inside my heart .. I never told anyone about , the funny thing is when I see men on internet who want mistress and women to dominate them , I feel repulsive , I am not sadistic or have pleasure in dominating men , I just want to see cute seme dominate manly delinquent bully uke.
Hey there, thanks for sharing your story. First off, I want to let you know that that kind of fetish/fantasy is normal and also healthy for the most part (obviously this can become unhealthy, or grow from an unhealthy experience, I am speaking on the experience most people have) and you can find a lot of studies/info testifying to this fact. One th...... reply
I'm, again, floored by the amount of bullshit, guiltrips and gaslighting that some young women have to go through for them to find their satisfying sexual identity. I'm sorry I can't contribute much to this discussion but I'm sure you'll get great answers from other people here.
If it helps with anything at all, I could tell you that there's plent...... reply
