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Did you get guilty when you first got addicted to yaoi?
Yo,im 24 now and i started yaoi like i was in 14 -15 years old not sure but i was quite young. But i tell you, im quite religious and kinda innocent back then so i get scared when i get into the sexual acts. So my friend (who is rotten to a core XD) introduced me to some yaoi and gave me warning but yea i continue to read it, i was like breathing nervously and heart beats fast lol cause sht was intense(the yaoi i read) i got wet and shit and came to a point, i keep reading yaoi and like masturbated like crazy about it. After that, i remember myself praying and saying i wont do it again. But body cant lie. It became a habit. Up until now, still same but not innocent anymore lol and not as much as guilty. I just laugh about it now.
I wouldn't say guilty, it's more of a secretive feeling. Like staying up late at night with your DS under your blanket breathing heavy kind of feeling. My mom caught me watching Love stage on freaking YouTube when I was younger, cuz I didn't have a phone so, she give me her phone when she went to bed ( crazy right), so that I could watch TV to go t...... reply
Not really. I didn't know that it was really a thing looked down on at the time. Now that I'm older I do kinda regret first finding out about it in the first place and felt weird because I've found so many people who think reading a same genderXsame gender manga, manwha, and all those things only and not a opposite genderXopposite gender is strange...... reply
uh no. at the end of the day, it’s just a romance genre. I wouldn’t say i got “addicted” to it either. nothing is that serious homosexuality isn’t such a taboo thing reply
how do i say this i grew up in an area that had a lot of odd balls and weirdos, especially kids into manga, and artists. So im used to lgbtq+, and western style comics it doesn't bother me much. I was already into lesbian porn way too young anyways.
So the idea of BL and GL didn't bother me. But i guess the sex scenes did, like the more slice of ...... 1 reply
For me i never really felt guilty, probably only guilty for wasting my time reading shit but other than that i dont really feel any guilt. I started reading BL and got interested in it after watching one piece and started shipping Luffy and Law (yes very weird phase i had) another reason was Sasaki to miyano, i saw it everywhere so i just went for ...... reply
Well guilt is one way to put it ...
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Anyways... hahah.. hahhfdibfihb... i was Mormon... Raised t...... reply
