This may be dramatic so-
1.well being psycho to the ones i love, offcourse they'd push me away as my love is really deep like an ocean.
2. wasting food
3.unable to save my pets during difficult times. Also, i learned to be responsible towards pets. One of the heaviest mistakes in my life is ignorance and irresponsibility
4. Saying crap towar...... reply
Pain. Thats all, i only want to live because i still have remaining desires like obtaining this and that material sht and good living, obtaining achievements in which didnt matter unless im einstein. Doing all these might make me happy as it is my primary goal as a human to be happy. I dont think i can have my own family. Get married and sht like ...... reply
Yo,im 24 now and i started yaoi like i was in 14 -15 years old not sure but i was quite young. But i tell you, im quite religious and kinda innocent back then so i get scared when i get into the sexual acts. So my friend (who is rotten to a core XD) introduced me to some yaoi and gave me warning but yea i continue to read it, i was like breathing nervously and heart beats fast lol cause sht was intense(the yaoi i read) i got wet and shit and came to a point, i keep reading yaoi and like masturbated like crazy about it. After that, i remember myself praying and saying i wont do it again. But body cant lie. It became a habit. Up until now, still same but not innocent anymore lol and not as much as guilty. I just laugh about it now.
did listen to a song on repeat
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