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So it’s normal to talk to fam and friends and to say hi and I love you. But what about not doing that. My family keeps bugging me and yelling at me for not talking to them and when I muster up the strength to say hi they just sigh or scoff and walk away. I don’t wanna talk to them I don’t wanna see or interact with them and I just want them to go away I wouldn’t care if my family went away. But I may regret pushing my friends away in fact I know I would but I can’t talk rn and they don’t understand. And now I’m just suffering alone cause I don’t have the want or strength to talk to anyone anymore in fact I spend almost of my time in the internet and books instead of reality and I just can’t handle reality anymore. I just wanna grow up, be a therapist, help people, then die but it’s such a long time to wait and I dunno if I can stay alive long enough to do that. Sorry for taking time outta ur days to read this and to annoy you cause there are many of you who are going through worse and I’m just being pathetic and annoying so sorry I’m a good student ig but I think I’ll fail cause quarantine is just breaking my mind and sanity and it hurts to even interact with anyone rn and all I do is listen to depressing shit and watch anime and read manga and read books. And my family and friends don’t understand me even before when I talked more they never took the chance to actually know me just who they want me to be. Sorry again I wasted ur time so I’m sorry, so sorry.
Meme just says it all. I feel you- I like to be in my own world- not talking to anybody- just myself and only myself. Quietness, nobody annoying you, asking for homework answers, and yea. If you feel like that then you should explain it to them! I might not know your parents, but maybe explaining how you feel they will understand more? My mom alway...... 1 reply
Um, 1st you should stop apologizing so much hun. I am actually liking this. Honestly I also really want to be a therapist. I would love to help people. But my problem is I am naturally insensitive, so I tend to hurt other peoples feelings. Oh, 2nd there is no such thing as "normal" families. I am like you sooooo much. I don't talk to people and jus...... reply
I wrote this long ass thing to relate to you but it was too long so I just deleted it. All I want to say is that I’ve feel the same way you do sometimes consistently and sometimes not a lot. People tend to not understand me when I open up so I just close them out. People saying they don’t understand or I’m not making sense feels deprecating ...... reply
honestly this is what i used to be like too. i feel uncomfortable showing my affection through words so i dont usually say i love you or praise others a lot, this is because i feel like words are just not sincere, but apparently people find that rude and cold so i had quite a hard time trying to change myself to 'fit in'. and especially since nobo...... reply
Hi, I can't say that I have an immediate, specific solution in regards to your disconnection from your friends but to me it seems like the biggest thing is that you're constantly feeling drained/closed in by everything around you.
The only thing I can think that could be helpful is if you chose to take out some time everyday for something grounde...... reply
