What did you do after being shocked by the VERY detailed yaoi scene?

I turn off my device and throw it only to do it again because I wanna finish reading it   reply

I smile like an idiot   reply

I pause the video go downstairs and i wash my face then i go back to my room, space out and asking to myself "how am i still alive?"   1 reply

Put my phone down, close my eyes, breathe, and reread it   1 reply

Well I dont remember correctly if theres THAT in it.. but at the end of the year in 5th grade someone mentioned the word 'yaoi' to me and I had never seen it before so that summer I looked it up and one of the results wasnt manga but 'JUNJOI ROMANTICA?" dont know if thats the actual name lol but I tried watching it and stopped bc it was kind of rap......   reply