anyone down to listen?

So I just need to talk because a lot of people here seem very understanding... So I’ve been sort of trapped in a cage of being mature, I mean that’s how I would describe it. It’s basically what it sounds like. I’ve always wanted to live free, at least try to have fun with people, be more comfortable with people in general... But It’s always that cage that surrounds me. The more I think about how I’m just a kid, the more the lock sort of tightens. It’s just hard to describe it. All I’m going to say is I’m currently going through a lot but, I won’t put out what’s happening to me for privacy reasons... But this factor seems like something I just need to have consulting on I guess?